Super sleepy. Damn.
Baby's over at abg's place. Didn't get to meet him today.
Fucked up. Cos needa fetch brother from school.
School was soso. Boring also. Tsk tsk tsk.
Tomorrow schooling. Luckily finish at 1.30(:
Meeting baby early tomorrow! YAY YAY.
He's got counselling, so he's going out of camp at 12.
Half day ah kirekn. Tapi padahal his counselling start 3.
But nevermind! Maybe he's picking me up from school. See how lah~
Kay lah, bye humans~

*sleepyhead*

;p

Didn't meet baby today. ): Haiyah.
Had some miscommunication last night. Sampai dua dua nangis.
I'm sorry baby. Really. Didn't mean to make you feel so fed-up. Sigh.

Went to school today. Eyes hurt damn much.
But everything was fine. Social studies test rabak giler~
Didn't even study cos I didn't even have the notes. Fucked up.
Slept through-out the test. Sleepy like hell.
Finished school at 11. Ate with Nadiah.
Sit around in school, then went out to smoke. Then went home.
Reached home, got ready, then headed to meet mummy at chinatown.
Was late! Sorry mummy. Headed to court with her.
Attended the hearing. Dad was there too. Sigh.
But luckily everything went fine. Mummy won the case. She got the PPO.
Then headed to have lunch with her near the court. Talked a lot.
Finally understood what's going on for the past few months.
Sorry for making you mad all the time mummy. I didn't mean it. Just didn't feel the love from you. Cos you're always with brother. But now I understand everything already.
So everything's fine between me and mummy. Just now she still held my hand to cross the road. Dah brape lame tak macam gini. heh heh.
Maybe baby's meeting mummy tomorrow with me for dinner. HAHA. He's shy.
But hope he's willing to follow lah. If he doesn't want, then we'll be going for fishing with bapak.
Let's see how things go then.. Hope all's fine. (:

See the boy up there? Haha, my bestfriend(: On the phone with him right now.
He's talking crap like always. Irritating but funny. Haha.
Went to school today.
Had to take off my piercing. Grrrr~
But manage to put it back on, then had a plaster on too. Haha, leceh ah~
But everything was fine. Headed to meet bestie, then hujan.
Asyik jumpe dier hujan je. Haha! Takleh keluar nan dier ah.
Then around 5, bus-ed home then rushed to meet boyfriend.
But he went off early, cos he was tired. Sigh, but at least got to meet him. Heh.
Now waiting for baby's call. He kiwi his boot till now haven't finish.
Ni kiwi boot ke buat kiwi ni? Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Now bestie tengah merepek.
AND HIS MOTHER ONLY COOKED VEGETABLE, HE SAID POWER!
And he hate vegetables. AND HE JUST WENT TO THE TOILET. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? HE SAY HIS URINE SMELLS LIKE APPLE JUICE! PROUD SIA! HAHAHAH.
EH BESTIE, I KNOW CONFIRM YOU GONNA KILL ME WHEN YOU SEE THIS LAH. BUT NEVERMIND. Then he want his urine to smell sprite. -_- Hahahaha. Merepek sia!~
Then he told me his shit smell double cheese burger, mcwings and fries. Kiwak...
Now he eating kueh bahulu. Then it's cheese flavour, then he say can't taste the cheese. HAHA, he now exclaims that the kueh cheat him! HAAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA.
Kay dah lah. Later I'm sure I'm gonna get it from him.
Hehe. ^_^

Just came back from meeting baby. His face looked haggard. Didn't catch any sleep last night cos his mom forgot to top up the electricity. Sigh, heart breaking to see him in this manner. Asked him to head home early today, get enough sleep. Then tomorrow morning go to school together.

Didn't go to school today. Actually planned to, but you know. I'm lazy like hell.
So caught the same train with baby cos he's going to camp and dropping at the same station as mine.
But was kinda late ready, but I wasn't late actually. Aiya! I don't know lah.
Actually it my laziness which gave the reason that I'm going to be late.
You know, 1 week of holidays. Sleep everyday. So lazy wanna go school. Sleepy somemore.
Aiya, many excuses la!
So headed home when baby went to camp. Bought mcdonalds for breakfast. ( How to go on diet? Haisssss~ )
After eating then went straight to bed. Woke up at 3 in the afternoon. Went to get some lunch.
(See, can't stop eating. Growing fatter and fatter!) Text with bestie and baby.
Then went back to sleep for awhile. Got baby's msg at 4.30, telling me he's finishing at 5.30.
Woke up, got ready and waited for baby to come over.
He reached around 6.40. Headed to meet bapak at the coffeeshop cos wanna get ciggarettes.
But bapak in bad mood cos he lost 400bucks in a stupid game. Mak mesti marah nye! Haha~
Got the ciggarettes then went to lepak for awhile. Talked what's on our mind.
Then he went home at 8.30.
Now sitting at home waiting for mum's call. Meeting her over at NTUC. Wanna get home essentials.
I guess I gotta go now. Mum's called.

Anyway, this is for Marwan. :
Eh brudder~ Don't be sad lah. Remember what I'd said to you over at school. No use being sad for her. Who knows she's happily out there while you crying sadly at home. Right? I promise to come to school tomorrow to give you your motivation. HAHA, I know you need it badly. So cheerup and see yah tomorrow yeah? Don't emo emo. No good. Waste your lifetime. Enjoy life and fuck everything! ^_^ See yah tmr.

Kay, i really gotta go. Bye people!

It feels damn irritating. I'm still having my hangover. Fuck~

Yesterday, was waiting for baby's msg. But he didn't msg at all.
I missed call him, but he didn't pick up either. So the biggest possiblity is he fell asleep!
And yes, he did. I was so fed-up that I scolded bestie as well. Sorrrrrrry~
I needed ciggarettes, so I asked bestie to accompany me to get them.
Then had dinner (?) together. HAHA.
Then baby msged to say he just woke up. So met him over at lakeside, cos he's going over to his brother's place to get his stuffs.
He looked so restless. With those eyes and fragile look, kesian seh. ):
Then gave him a big hug, then we went off to his brother's house.
After that, went to meet his brother's at Serangoon first. Then we headed to Bedok.
Kecoh siaaaaaa~ Peh ramai! Fuuuuuuuuuh. It was a birthday celebration and celebrating for baby skali. Cos he dah POP. (: Hehe.
You people should think that there's a lot of food right? You're absolutely wrong man!
It was all beer everywhere. You can't find a single piece of food accept for the birthday cake.
Everyone was like drinking and drinking non-stop.
As time goes by, more and more people came. Very big group.
Then something happened between me and baby. Don't wanna talk about it.
I made a damn stupid mistake. Argh!
But baby forgave me. Alhamdulillah. I promise I won't do it again okay?
I also promised kakak that I won't do it again, cos Abg doesn't like it. Sigh.
Then I and baby paitao them, then we cabbed home.
Reached home at around 2am.

Meeting baby later, I guess.
But he's totally broke and doesn't have any money for ez-link.
I think I'll top up for him later. Can't wait to see him!
:D:D

Just reached home from Amk Hub with aunt and cousin.
Went to fetch my little brother from school as mummy got something on.
Damn exhausted. Woke up too early this morning. ):
Text with Marwan the whole morning and met him up for breakfast before going to school.
Had breakfast over at Lot's Mcdonalds. Talked a lot about life. Kan Marwan? (:
Shhhh, it's between us.
Went for maths remedial at 10.30. Not much people attended though.
But as time goes by, people start coming into class. Most of them came late.
Ended around 12, then headed home straight to catch a nap.
Overslept and almost got late for picking little brother up. But luckily didn't.
Met aunt and cousin over near little brother's school. Had dinner together.
Then decided to walk around AMK hub. Saw some familiar faces though.

Baby's POP is tomorrow and he will have leave till this sunday.
Hehe, gonna spend the whole week with him.
I should somehow celebrate, I guess? It's party timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~

Just came back home from Vivo. See, promised to come back here to blog.
I don't give empty promises like some people. *Sape yang terase, kau peh pasal eh*.

First met bestie at Jurong East control station.
Went to sell the ez-link that I found at home, at last got only $2.60. But it's okay, at least got the money.
Then headed to Jurong library to return and borrow books. And like usual, I'm always the one who chose the book for him. He has no choice but to read it. HEHEH.
After borrowing the book, headed to Science Centre to have lunch at Mcdonalds.
Mane tak gemok, asyik hari-hari makan Mcdonald je. Grrrrrrrrrrrr~
Ate a lot, sampai perot dah full giler babi, sampai boncet sia. Ape nak jadi eh Jermine? Haha!
Then after eating, decided to head to Vivo just because bestie wanna try out clothes at Topman.
Reached, then headed to Topman to try his clothes. I went to look around also.
Caught an eye on this dress. Tried on but didn't look really nice, cos the part near the armpit area was too big and it was like hanging around. HAHA, nampak kelakar lah tu.
Then headed to walk around. Saw this cart with people crowding around.
It was selling some permers for hair. Then the sales person asked if i wanna try. Why not? Free what! HAHA.
It was really amazing. It just took 3 seconds to make your hair curl. And no matter how you pull it, it still maintains. Wow, wanna ask mummy to get it for me. It's $144 for students. Normal price $250. It's still expensive but it's from this man which is somehow well-known, I guess. But I don't even know him.
Then went to walk around, took a smoke break with bestie, then trained back home.
And right now, I'm at home. Waiting for mummy to get dinner. But she didn't pick up my call.
I can hear my stomach growling. Damn~ Calling her later.

I love my blur babyboy. Haha.
He called me at 7 this morning, asking me why I didn't go to school. Then I said it's school holidays right now, mane ade skolah? Then he alamak, I lupe ah! Tengok baby aku ni. Ape je kat dalam otak dier. HAHA, confirm tengah rindu kan? I tau~
He just text me to tell me not to go for his POP this wednesday pasal siang sgt. Dier nak aku rest kat rumah. Sweet nye! But he ask if his mom insist on going, I wanna follow or not. I said, yes of course. And like duh, I've to skip my lesson for him. And I don't really mind about that though.
He's someone who's so precious to me, someone who I can never leave without. I don't know why I've fallen so deep in love with him, and so is he. He doesn't even know why he loves me so much. I guess it's fate.
And maybe, we planned to get married next year. I pray that everything will be fine.
Alhamdullilah. :)

Labels: I don't wanna lose you, love.

Just finished web-caming with Ryan.
It's been a long time since I met him. Still that cute, no change. HAH.

Heading to Jurong East library later on with Bestie.
Waiting for him to get changed and get his ass out of his house.
He's more like an old man to me right now, always taking his own sweet time.
But I understand that his school's far away from his house, so I give him chance la!
Later he say I bully him, when obviously I didn't.
Okay, so basically my plans today is just to hang around over at the library to get sucked up on books.
I guess I've spreaded the disease of reading to bestie, that now he wants to read too!
HAHA, seee. I spread good germs around. ^^
Kay, gotta get a smoke break.
Get back at night, promise~

Just finish talking to my aunt. She just reached my place.
she was locked out by my uncle. Felt sad for her.
Heard from mom that she was going to get sacked at this end month, yet she doesn't know about it. Life's so unfair..
Wonder what will she do when she finds out she lost her job? Can't imagine. Total disaster.
Currently she's left with just her daughter which is no older then 10. Damn, life's insane.

Spent almost the whole day with babyboy.
Had a picnic session with his family over at west coast park. But it rained cats and dogs.
Kinda ruined the plan, but still had fun.(:
Went off from west coast at 6, cos baby needa book in back to camp.
Cabbed to clementi mrt then trained to pasir ris.
Had dinner at macdonald's, then off he went back to camp.
Missing him so much right now. Guess he does the same too.
Got information that Tekong's electricity went off. HAHA, baby said they didn't pay the bills.
Who knows? They may have shortage of money or something.
Anyway, it's meant to be a joke~
Am sitting here muching on some I-don't-know-what food. Taste funny.
Not nice at all. But as long as it fills my stomach, should be fine. :@
Feeling kinda sleepy now. Guess I'm heading to bed as soon as I chat with baby on the phone.
He's having some mood swings now. Macam girl sia~ grrrrrrrr.
byee peeps(:

Did not attend school today. Was feeling really sick.

Half way through to school, I went home.
Cannot make it, was having fever.

Baby was also sick, and had the same symptoms as mine.

Couple disease kepe! AHHAA.(:

And he's coming back earlier, which is tomorrow.

Kalau tak, he's coming back on saturday.

So he's picking me up after school tomorrow~ YAY YAY!

We're heading to the Singapore flyers and one more place tomorrow.

Heard from classmates.

Heh heh, hope we'll have fun! (:

I just did this blog. With the help of Tyqa baby. Thanks sayang!<3

School was fine.
But it rained last minute. Damn.
Waited for the rain to get smaller, then walked out of school with Marwan.
Cheerup kay Marwan! I'll be there for you and be your listening ear.(:
Reached home, chatted with boyfriend.
Then bored, decided to do a new blog. Boleh let my feelings out kat sini.
Heh heh.

I'M MISSING MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH!
Damn. ):