I miss this boy. And I really wanna thank him.
For everything that he've done, just for me.
He has listened to my complaints, listen to me cry, listen to me nag. Seen me got real mad, seen me got real sad, seen me got real crazy. He's my bestfriend. I've never had someone like this before. I've ever hurt him before and I really regret it so much. I've never wanted to hurt him or make him sad. Neither do I even have the guts to lose him at all. I know I'm selfish, but I want him all alone. I can't even imagine myself without him. But don't get it all wrong. He's just a friend. More than a friend actually. Everything that I wanted, other than boyfriend. I'm very lucky to have him, I can say. And he promised me friends till eternity! Right bestie? ((:

School was fine today. But very tiring thoughhhhhhh.
Had PE. Ran 2.4km today. Peh penatttttttttttttt!~
But still made it though.(: heh heh.
Then had English time practise. Tried to concentrate but I can't. Don't know why. But I still did try to do my summary despite all the noise outside the classroom. There was this fire thingy at the parade square. The fire-fighters came over to school to teach the sec3's how to use the fire extinguisher and stuffs. Don't know, don't care. Just continued my work with Hidayu. Managed to highlight all the points for summary, but I don't know if it's right or wrong. It was too noisy to concentrate. Argh! But nevermind, at least I did my best. Hope it's still okay. Then had Social Studies test. Cock-up. I can't remember a single shit. Confirm fail. Damn. Then had Social Study lesson till 3.15. Then homed. Having sore eyes right now. Irritating. I guess I gotta catch a nap. Eyes need rest also.

Anyway, this is for Eerah, Sammie and Lee lee babies:
Thanks for the concern babies. I'm fine, I suppose. I'm getting used to all these. So no worries about whatever that I'm posting, cos I'm just letting out my anger right here. So, don't worry too much about me. I'll be fine. I'm now just concentrating on my school work and stuffs. About him, I'll try to put one side. But I still love him. Just that he doesn't wanna tell me his stuffs and all. And he tries to avoid me by not replying to my messages and not picking up my calls. But I guess I'll get used to it soon. Thanks again for everything babies. I love you guys!