Boyfriend, I hope everything's gna be fine alright. I really wouldn't hope that you will go in, again. I hope ibu will forgive you. Baby, I'm really trying my best to be there for you when you need me. And I hope you won't neglect all this things that I'm trying to do for you. Baby, you know yourself how much I love you and how much I need you right here. But everything seems to change. You're no longer the Ciko I know. You dah berubah. You cakap I yg berubah ni sume, tapi you fikir balek sendiri, sape yg dah berubah ni sekarang? You no longer call me at night, cos you're tired. In the past, you don't even mind if you're tired or not, you still insisted that you wna talk to me before you go to sleep.
You no longer msg me almost every minute. In the past, no matter how busy you are, you still msg me.
Everything's changing right now. But you must always remember, my love for you will never change okay baby? I hope what you did last night wasn't on purpose. I trust whatever you said, but don't misuse the trust I've for you. I love you so much baby. You know that don't cha?

Yesterday's damn fucked up. Woke up around 11. Watch tv and all till around 1, then siap2 all, then sent brother to his class at amk. I totally didn't know what to do after I've sent him, cos I was damn bored. And everyone seems so busy. Don't understand why also. So damn pissed off, then decided to head home and sleep. Then Lilly babyg asked me out when I was sleeping half way. I couldn't make it cos mummy's making so much noise. Damn irritating lah I tell you. I almost wanna slap her face okay! Haha, but of course, I couldn't do that okay. I love my mum no matter what. But I made my house phone crack. Okay, sorry. I was damn pissed off. But in the end, nothing happened lah. Went to have dinner with mummy at 'Botak Jones'. Damn appetizing I tell you. It's been sucha long time since I'd stirlon steak. Wooooo, sedap. ^^ Went home and was otp with bestfriend. Then had a conversation with mummy that made him laugh. Sumpah kurang ajar.
Mummy,' eh, go keep all your bra here. go! now! ' Me, ' yelah yelah. *picks them up and looks at them* Eh, my bra out of shape sia! When you want buy for me mummy? ' Mummy, ' When I struck lottery lah! heheheheheh. ' Me, ' -_- '
Kay, and bestfriend was laughing at me. Busted kan? You watch out! I make sure you dieeeeeee.
Hmpfh. Then tibe2 when I was watching tv shiok2, babyg called to tell me damn shocking news. Don't wanna elaborate here. But in the end, it was the truth and I swear it hurts so much. But fuck it lah. ):

Today's kinda bored. Actually planned to meet boyfriend but tak jadi. Damn sad lah. But I met Chiqka baby! Yay yay~ Met up at the taxi stand. Went to get bubble tea then went to lepak dekat Clementi heights. Chatted a lot, catch up a lot with her. Feeling so much better after talking to her. She went off around 7 plus to meetup with her boyfriend. Heh. Hope to meet you again okay baby!

Exams tomorrow, and believe it or not, I've not even revised a shit.
But nah, can't be bothered. Not in the mood at all.
And anw, I love Lilly Lee Lee babyg and Chiqka baby. ^^