My new hair! hahahahah. Cacat sia.
Let's talk about yesterday first then.(:

Woke up quite early and went to have breakfast with mummy and brother.
Mummy took leave cos I wna go out. Sweet right? No one can replace her okay!
After eating, Mummy went to have her hair cut whereas I went home first to prepare.
Kinda lazy cos was damn full, on-ed the computer and checked some stuffs.
Called babygirl and she just woke up. Haha!
Then went to prepare and all, met babygirl over at Petir.
Walked over to her place and relax jap. Called Kakak, then decided to meet her over at Yewtee.
Had to pass her Daniel's stuff and hers that I bought over at Thailand.(:
Waited for babygirl to prepare, then off we went out.
We looked like twins sia, we both had bangs and we both bunned up our hair. Haha!
Just that she's the smaller version, whereas I'm the fatter one -_- K diam.
Then went to BPP first to get Subway cookies. Suddenly craved for it.
Mmmmmm, sedap siol~ Shared with babygirl.^^
Trained to Yewtee and guess what? Babygirl went into the LRT first, then I was left out.
The door closed. HAHA! Then we met at the next station.
Kelakar siol~
Met Kakak at the block beside Yewtee Point. Walked to her friend's house.
then SKIPSKIP.
Decided to go off at 5.30, going woodlands to meet Acap.
We trained to woodlands, then awhile later babygirl's friend called.
Asked her to meet at Yewtee. Haha! She had to go back to Yewtee again lah.
Accompanied Acap to take his stuffs for takraw.
Watched them play takraw, kinda bored sometimes, but Mus entertained me.
HAHA, I can't stop laughing my ass off! I swear~
Then went to lepak for awhile, then homed around 11.

I'm bored right now. LIKE NOW!
I'm waiting for Faizal to finish work. wooooo, meeting him laterr!
It feel as if it's been a few years since I last met him.
I guess it's just a few weeks lah.
I swear I'm gna hug him so tight lah~ hehe.
Make sure you make it up to me kay Muhammad Faizal!
Hehe.
Kay till here, bye humans.

I'm feeling so down. I feel like snipping my hair short, maybe bald....

Hello humans!
Haven't been updating for a few days.
Basically it's because of my laziness. And yeah, I'm always lazy!
Haha.(:
I'm back from Thailand on last Friday.^^

Let's talk about Saturday and yesterday ya?
Saturday:
Met Acap at Woodlands platform.
Trained to Toa Payoh to walk around.
Had lunch over at 'Fork & Spoon'.
Then bused to Bedok.
Went over to his cousin's place. Slacked around, then went to meet Norriz over at Bugis.
He actually wanted to look for his laptop, but the shops were closed.
He's was damn pissed off. HAHA!
Then accompanied him to have dinner over LJS, then walked around Bugis Junction.
He bought two bottles of perfume for the price of one. I forgot the brand, but it's smells great.
Then went to walk around Bugis street. Nothing much to get, so we trained home seperately.

Sunday:
Met Mon at Teckwhye to slack around.
Heeee. Slacked till around 8plus.
Headed to Kakak's house to meet them for awhile.
Then headed to woodlands to meet ex-bf.
Went to have dinner with him, then went slack around, before he sent me back home.

I'm bored. Brother's not being able to go to school for this whole week.
And this whole fucking week is my last week to enjoy.
Damn, and I've to sit at home to look after this small little brat.
argh! I'm gna rot to death. ):
Nevermind, I'm going out tonight.
Enjoy till I drop. Haha!
Bye humans.^^

Hello humans!
I'm currently at Thailand right now.
You can go crazy, serious.
You can never stop shopping man~
Yesterday was just the first day, and I spent 4000baht.
Imagine? Haha! The things are damn cheap, so I keep buying.
Everything's fine here, but the traffic is damn bad.
People just go around in motorcycles without helmets, and 3 people on top a motorcycle.
And even when the traffic light's green man, cars just go off like that.
And they can go on the other lane, when other cars are driving.
Fuhhhh, you can never expect when an accident's gonna happen though.
But their tuk-tuk(?) best! Like motorcycle as well, but it's a car.
It's a taxi, sending people to places they wanna go.
Their Macdonald's taste so much better then Singapore!
Haha!
Till here then humans. I've gotta go Chinatown.^^
Shop shop shop, till I drop!
Bye humans, will update soon.

I miss Mon, Faizal, Acap, Daniel, Kakak, Lilly Lee. )':

Woke up by messages.
Wanted to go back to sleep but Acap called.
Disturbed my sleep. -_-
Talked to Acap, then went to get food. Roti-prata! :D
After eating went to prepare to meet babygirl over at her place.
Bused there, then waited for her to prepare.
Went to BPP to give her application form for MOS burger as she's applying for a job there.
Then bused to town as she wants to go to Tanglin Mall to search for another job.
We didn't stop at the correct bus stop, so we decided to drop off at Far East.
Decided to have lunch first over at Far East.
Ate, talked, crapped.(: Macam biase jugak!
Then went to look for Tanglin Mall.
Peh jauh! Then in the end when we reached, babygirl decided not to get that job.
Cos there's loads of MINAHS. HAHAHA!
Wasted our time. It was damn hot.
Hate the weather. ):
Then walked back to Far East and took bus back to Bukit Panjang.
Then babygirl went back whereas I bused to Woodlands to meet Acap.
As usual, he was late. I asked him to go out earlier, but he didn't want to.
When I reached, he was still at home.
Waited for him, then accompanied him to his soccer match.
Watched them play and blahblahblah.
Slacked around with them till around 10plus, then homed.

I miss Faizal. )':

Didn't go anywhere today.
Just sat at home. Bored.
Any plans tomorrow people? (:

All this playing-a-fool, playing-around, not-going-home-time is over.
Probably I've never thought of all this stuffs, but what 'he' told me was true.
I'd never thought of proving to everyone that looked down on me that I can do it.
Until now, everyone's giving up on me. Even mummy.):
I don't want all this, I wanna prove to mummy especially that I can do it.
Everything that she thinks I can't do. I will prove it, just wait and see.

I didn't attend school for the rest of the days other then tuesday.
Because I wasn't home. I didn't go home for the rest of the days till just now.
I just came home in the morning.
I've did so much sins, but mummy still chose to forgive me.
But why? it's because mums' love their own children.
And I love her too.
I'm sorry for hurting you mummy, I didn't mean it.
I didn't understand what's your intention of lecturing me almost everyday.
But now I finally understood, you wanted me to be good.
You wanted me to prove to everyone, even that asshole to see that I can do even better.
I'll prove, and I swear. Everyone just wait and see^^

Days been fine, sleeping over at Kakak's place.
But I still think about mummy. Still couldn't make myself to stay out of her anymore.
She needs me, so do I. I need her with there for me.
I do have friends, but friends who weren't sincere in everything they said.
I do have friends, but friends who chose to lie to me in order to get what they want.
Are all these friends? 'Friends' perhaps.
She's looking for me. Cos she didn't know what she did, and she didn't know that I found out.
It was too much to take.
Now I realise why do people keep leaving your life. Your bestfriend and so on.
It's because of your attitude, and that mouth of yours.
You can't shut em, and definitely you love to lie.
You love to be selfish, keeping everything you want to yourself.
C'mon, it's not gonna last man baby. You've to think about it.
Hope you get to read this yah. And you'll know why I kept avoiding you for these days.
I no longer give you hugs and pecks on the cheeks.
Cos I realise it's no longer needed.(':

Life's so fucked up. I wanna change it.
I've thought of drowning myself.
I've thought of jumping down.
I've all these suicide thinking.
But it's my fault that things go this way.
So I've to change it. And I will.

ALL BEST FRIENDS/BESTIES THAT SAY WILL STICK

WITH YOU FOR LIFE ARE LIES!

THEY JUST COME AND GO.

THEY LIE TO YOU FOR THEIR OWN SAKE.

THEY'RE SELFISH ASSHOLES.

SO FUCK YOURSELF SUCKAS!

SO MUCH FOR ME TRUSTING YOU,

TREATING YOU LIKE MY OWN BABYGIRL.

AND YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME.

BITCH !

Today's weather was fucking hot.
Was a few minutes late for class.
Haha, but luckily wasn't that late though.
Had social studies lesson.
Kinda sleepy through out cos slept quite late last night.
Finished school at 12.30. Then headed to lot with nadiah.
Went to money changer and changed some malaysia money.
Then went to top up my prepaid.
After that went to kakak's house.
Lepak, lepas tu keluar nan mama sume pergi bugis.
Walked around then went to have dinner at Haji Lane.
Nasi pattaya! sedappppppppppppppp~
Then headed back rumah kakak, then headed back home.
Now otp with kakak. Haha!
We've forgotten about everything. Decided to turn over a new leaf. ^^
So yah . Enjoy , enjoy , enjoy jek !
Bye humans .