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My body is here, but my mind is always with you.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009!
Yours truely,6:08 PM

I'm so tired, both mentally and physically.
Haha. I feel like just deleting this blog. Should I?

Sunday, July 26, 2009!
Yours truely,4:18 PM

Kay, what the fuck. I still can't upload pictures.
Sorry for not updating for the past few days. Was kinda busy outing. Haha, so yeah.

Friday:
School-ed as per normal. Lessons were as usual. Had maths time practise. And practically most of us copied, including me. But I copied just a little. I swear just a little okay. Cos I was kinda fed-up with myself for forgetting the formulas and not knowing how to do. So pissed off=give up=copy. HAHA~ Then finished a little too early, waited for pam to finish her work, then they accompanied me to wait to hyrul to pick me up. Haha. Thanks a lot darlings. Then Hyrul sent me home, waited for me to prepare and stuffs, then off we went out. I missed the motivation talk, cos I didn't wanna go. Told mummy that I'm not going for the talk as it's boring and waste of time, then she say okay. haha!:D Then Hyrul and me went to his bike shop first, as he wants to pay for his installments. Then we headed to Newton to have dinner. yumyum;p Then went to town. Guess what? Basically we just sat infront of taka to smoke and talk, then we went off. HAHA! Then we went to Marina South Pier, and i super love the scenery. Damn nice. It's damn cooling at night, with carpet grass which you can lay down and see the stars. There are also boats and yatch. Simply the best. Sat around till 11, headed to ecp to meet Ahmad and Irah. Had mcdonalds for supper(?), then went to play bowling! I totally sucked at it, just plain luck that let me either win or strike for a time or two. Then after the game, headed home. Reached home around 3.30am, then went to sleep.

Saturday:
Woke up at 8.30am. Was damn sleepy cos I slept at like 4am in the morning. 4 hours of sleep, wow. I was pretty shagged. Helped mummy with the chores, then mummy went to work. Looked after that little brat and had breakfast with him, then waited for time before sending him over to his class at amk. I wanted to fall asleep in the bus, but I couldn't. Msges couldn't stop coming and I couldn't sleep in the bus. I will look pretty embarrassing. After sending him over at his class, trained to cityhall to meet Watee and company. And guess what? I was pissed off, cos when I reached I called Watee and they told me they're still over bukit batok, waiting for the bus. I was like, what the hell? Nevermind, bersabar. So I trained to cck to meet Isaac. Kay he was late as well, cos he forgot his ez-link. Then waited for him at the control station then finally he reached. He accompanied me to have lunch over at LJS at lot's, then after that went to have a puff, then trained to cityhall. Was damn packed and I swear I saw soo many people which I know. Damn, so I decided to head to somewhere else. Bused to vivo. Went to walk around, window-shopping. Was damn good, the feeling i suppose. No man would ever wanna go shopping with me or walk around to look at clothes. Isaac's the only one huh. Then walked around, sat around. Then decided to have mcdonald's for dinner. I'm getting so much fatter man! I'm like having fast food everyday. How on earth am I gonna get skinny and lose those fats? I'm afraid I can't. I can't resist delicious and scrumptious food.): Damn.Walked to harbourfront centre to have mcdonalds. And guess what? I saw Liverpool players! I swear they were fucking hot. Although I'm not a football fan, but fuck it. I saw them in person, haha. Best lah seh! Then went to have dinner. So we ate, laugh, talk, laugh, crapped so much. Then he sent me back. Bused back to clementi, then Syawal called to ask me out. I was like, 'what time already? How to meet?' And guess what? He got his motor 4 days ago. HAHA. And he didn't tell me about it. I was definitely shocked but happy, cos it was his dream to get a bike soon. Then I said okay. He came to pick me up at clementi, then went to bb nature
park. Sat around, chatted, laughed. Then he sent me home around 2am. Talked to Iskandar for awhile, then went to sleepy.

Today:
Guess what? I slept till 3pm. I was damn exhausted. Didn't have proper sleep for the past 2 days. So every sunday's my sleeping day. I won't be going out unless important. I'm sorry for not being able to meet you Adam, I'm tired. Next time kay.(: Just had my brunch. Had mcdonald's again. -.- I'm gaining so much wait. Alaaaaa, shouldn't have talked about Adam. He's online and he just talked to me.
Kay then guys, I'm done. Bye humans.(:

Thursday, July 23, 2009!
Yours truely,5:37 PM

Kay fuck. I can't upload pictures right now. It's irritating me. Tsk!
School was normal, like duh. Nothing much happened. PE was kinda fun. Played rugby and I was pushed by Azhar twice. -.-' My pants got wet. Fucked up. Ganas sia dektu main rugby. HAHAHAHA. But nevermind, I still had fun.
Had a talk with Mr Yong. Hahahah. I thought I was in trouble, but he just asked me to smile everyday, cos it makes me look charming. Cehhhhh, best pe? :D hahaha. kembang sia!
Just kidding. I don't know what the teachers told him, saying about my emotional things and stuff. Nonsence. I was happy like, everyday. tsk.
Saw so many familiar faces today. I don't know why. Just feel kinda akward. Trained home at 3.
There's a motivation talk tomorrow at 6.30pm.. It's compulsory. But quite a number of people aren't going. I ain't going as well. waste of time, waste of energy. HAHAHA!
Kay bye humans.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009!
Yours truely,8:36 PM

I'm damn sleepy right now. My eyes seems like it's gonna shut soon. But nevermind, maintain. Cos I'm not done with my POA.
Went to school today, as per normal. Everything was fine though. Lessons as per normal. It was Racial Harmony Day today, but we weren't noticed, so only the teachers wore their costumes. Bianca wore sari! Haha. But she looked nice in it, can't deny. Had some small geography test just now, I swear it was all last minute. Luckily Mrs Teh went through for the last time before having the test. But still, nothing went in my head. Blank blank blank. My mind's blank. Then had physics time practise till 4.15. Managed to do most of them, but quite a number of formulas I've forgotten. And Mr tan told me I can't go sec5. Sad right. Actually I ain't sad. Mummy's gna be sad to hear this. She wants me to go to sec5. Like ass. I swear it's gna be like stress fuck. I understand, cos all you're gna do is study study study and study. That's all you do everyday. I suppose. Then homed after time practise. Saw Amali. Hahaha! Actually wasn't sure if it was him, but I called Acap and he described Amali and yeah, it was him. Called him, then he was kinda shocked. Damn funny. Then he talked to Acap for awhile, before he went off. Then reached home, talked to Iskandar. Let's shake shake shake baby!^^ HAHA.
Oh yes, did I tell you guys that I met Hafiz the cuteboy yesterday? hahahahaa. And sure I did! I met him over at Outram and he was late. Met him in the train then headed to Harbourfront. Went to walk around then accompanied him to get his donuts. Sudden craves huh baby?(: Then went to get water, went outside to sit and talk. Then blablabla, took loadsa pichas and it's all in his phone. Tsk! I want the pichas. Hope his computer's fixed soon, then I can get the pichas asap. Then went to the bookstore to see books. Then went to have puff puff session, then homed. Get well soon cuteboy! He's sick. :/ Please get well soon, so you can meet me kay baby!
Haha, wna go carry on with my POA. Tsk. wait, go smoke first lah. Bye humans.

Monday, July 20, 2009!
Yours truely,4:32 PM

Was late for school. Damn shit.
I woke up at 8. Actually my alarm did ring at 6.10, but I fell back asleep. HAHA! Damn shit. I rushed t bath and all, prepared, then rushed to school. Reached school at 8.40. Grrrh~ Had wait for awhile before going in. Damn ass sia. wasting of time somemore. Had to go meet OM lah, then go walk around the hockey pitch lah, then go meet OM again lah, then go find people lah, then go meet OM again then can go back class. Fucking waste of time man. Shit school. Then went back to class, Mrs foo chased me out. damn bad day. Then went to toilet to wash up cos feeling damn hot, was perspiring like mad. Then waited till her lesson was over before heading back. Lessons were as per normal. Had geog time practise. Was still okay. Left out the last question cos not enough time. Many people didn't do. I do anyhow also. At least didnt pass up blank paper.^^ haha. Then went puff-puff with Nik all, then homed alone. Otw, Iskandar called me. We talked awhile, then text. Pemalas, nak amek MC je. Malas nak peg keje. HAHA. Then reached home, did my physics and MT, then now chill. Going to prepare and meet Hafiz. Hehe, can't wait! Iskandar, wait kay. Will meet you soon la.
I wanna go smoke lah, bye.

Sunday, July 19, 2009!
Yours truely,9:00 PM

Only 11 days. Dah, kite dah putus.
ONLY 11 DAYS SIA! TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
Putus pun putus lah. Ape yg aku boleh buat kn?
Kau pergi kahwin nan skateboard kau sudah.
BYE, AKU TAKDE MOOD.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009!
Yours truely,9:07 PM

HELLO EVERYBODY!
THIS IS I, JERMINE, THE CRAZY CRAZY GIRL!
I was thinking of sesame street, grover. Know him? The blue monster. HAHA, whenever it's his turn to show, he will say almost the same thing. Kay shuddup.

I went to school today. Don't be amazed~
Basically everything was going fine, I suppose.
Had POA time-practise, and guess what? I left without finishing.
Heard that Mr Leong was looking for me. Because? My attendance.
Damn shit ass BIANCA ANG. She called my mum and complained and ranted every shit.
And she practically lied saying I wasn't in school for 2 weeks.
C'mon, y'know it wasn't that long. Why exaggerate?
But mummy wasn't mad at me at al. Promised her I'm gonna study my hardest, and of course, go to school everyday. Like duh. How long am I gonna wander and linger around, without concentrating on my studies? When my fucking N'S are like less then 2 months away? Tsk. I knew I missed loads of lessons, thus causing myself not to understand a single thing when the teachers are teaching. See, that's the outcome when you don't wanna go to school.And the reason?
PLAIN LAZINESS.
Laziness kills. I swear. Look who's talking? Me! HAHA. And I'm the one who's been lazy all these while. But whenever I try to say all these, I'll never do it. Why? Cos I'm still plain lazy. Hehe. Shuddup. Anyway, mummy wasn't mad at me, she was mad at the school and BIANCA.
I know it's rude to call her by her name. But so? Do I look like I bother a single shit about that bitch? Whatever. You never deserve a single little respect from me. Neither from my mum, slut.
Mind my harsh words, I'm kinda pissed off. But not really. Cos mummy actually hurled vulgarities about her.
BIANCA.
I was laughing my ass off when mummy said,
"She waited till you didn't go to school for 2weeks? What the hell is the school doing? Why not she wait till you're so dead before she fucking call me?"
See, mummy wasn't pissed at me. At her. BIANCA ANG AND TWSS. I was laughing my ass off, I swear. It was really ridiculous. But I was actually glad Bianca called mummy late enough.^^ Will be going to school tomorrow, like duh. If I missed anymore lessons, I'm gonna be dead meat.
But I'm kinda worried. But fuck it, I know I'll be called up tomorrow by Mr Leong. Whatever. As long as I still school in TWSS, I'll always be standing upright for my rights. Heheh.

I'm missing babyboy. He's not been replying to my text messages since just now in the morning. I assume he's sleeping, but somehow my senses tells me the opposite. I don't know if he's trying to avoid me or somewhat. But I hope he's gonna text me as soon as possible. You don't know how it feels like waiting and getting all anxious just because your boyfriend doesn't text you. Okay okay, fine. Maybe some of you do know how it feels. But so? It's my feelings, my heart.
Why am I so nonsensical today? I've been typing crap.
But I don't know, I just wanna carry on typing. So mind my craps.
School's a bitch. I'm not coping. I need help. But I've got no one to go to. And I don't wanna go to anyone. I just wanna be alone. Argh. I feel like some emo shits.
I've gotta stop here. If not my nonsensical typo will go on. Damn.
Bye humans. Will update as soon as I'm free.

Shit, I'm always free. Goodbye.


Monday, July 13, 2009!
Yours truely,9:28 PM

Hello everybody!
You're happy girl here. (:
Eh, I missed everyone out there.
Including babyboy. Haha, actually just went out with him.
Haven't been going to school. Kinda lazy though.
Yes yes, I know it's N's this year. But I don't know. No more interest in studying.
How people? C'mon, motivate me to go to school people!
I'll be going to school tomorrow.

Met babyboy just now in the noon at Somerset.
Luckily he woke up cos of my millions of calls.
HAHA. Then went to prepare and all, then headed to meet him at Somerset.
Wooo, you don't know how much I missed him.
But baby seems kinda weak, not really in the mood to talk to me.
Yes, I am sad, but it's alright. I know he's too tired.
And I love him for taking out his sleeping time to meet me up!
Went to skate shop at OG to get his jacket and top..
Walau eh, only the jacket alone cos like 120++ bucks.
Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. The money just flew away like that.
Then headed to Cineleisure to get tickets for the movie.
Watched transformers, like again. First was with Hyrul, now with babyboy.
HAHA. But it was still that interesting!(:
Then accompanied baby to skate park first. Waited for him for 45mins.
Was pissed at first, but I can't get myself to be mad at him.
I don't know why... But forget it.
Accompanied baby take the train to Yio Chu Kang as he need to go to work.
Then I trained to Woodlands to meet Acap to pass him his mp3.
Then went to watch takraw for awhile, then headed home.

Tomorrow schooling..
Mcm malas pun ade. But cannot lazy already! Must go!
Hehehe. Semangat sikit. hehe.(:
Kay lah, bye humans!

Thursday, July 9, 2009!
Yours truely,7:17 PM


Didn't go to school today. Was lazy and the lessons were a bore.
So decided to stay home today.
Nana text me around 7+ to ask where am I as she was late for school.
Decided to go meet her up at cck. Met her around 8.30 at the control station.
Went to get ciggarettes then went to slack near her house.
Chatted and chatted till around 11. Decided to go walk around Lot-satu.
Which you know it's like so boring. Everything seems the same.
So decided to call someone out. Called Syawal.
Met him over at Lot-satu.
While waiting for him to come over, Nana and me went to the highest floor to check it out.
One word : BEST! Hahaha. We played with water, then played at the playground.
We're like small kids shouting around.
Played for awhile then went to pick Syawal at the control station.
Lepak lepak lepak lepak, then he went off around 4.30 cos he needs to catch his sleep.
Kesian dia. Then me and Nana decided to record a music tribute for MJ.(:
We both miss him. Haha!
Sung 'You're not alone' for like 5 times? HAHA.
We couldn't get it right for the last verse. But it was fun. I swear.
Then homed at around 6.
I missed babyboy, supposingly meeting him today.
But sad to say, he overslept like usual. And I didn't get to meet him.
And he had to rush to work cos he was going late.
He apologised and was mad at himself, but I didn't blame him cos partly I was used to it though.
HAHA. But next was I understand that he's tired. Nevermind, next time.
But I swear I miss him like so fucking much.
Boleh jadi tak betol rindukn dier. )':
And now, he didn't reply my text msges. Apesal nie?
Aku rindu kau bodoh. You better pay back to me all these.
I love you Bam(His nickname).

Wednesday, July 8, 2009!
Yours truely,7:42 PM



Just here to say, I love my boyfriend.^^


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Yours truely,5:54 PM

"I love you forever. You are my one and only babygirl."
Hello humans. Sorry for not updating for sucha long time.
Been a long time peeps.
Loads of things have been happening, but I suppose I'm strong enough cos life's been a bitch.
I've learnt to stay strong and overcome circumstances alone.
I don't deny I've always been crying over little things in the past.
But not anymore. I can assure everyone that I'll never cry. Ever again.
Haven't been really concentrating on school.
Didn't attend for quite a number of days. Was absent on tuesday, which was yesterday.
It was because I wasn't home. Stayed over at my uncle's place.
But so many unpleasant stuffs happened. Sorry to cause so much trouble everybody.
To whoever it may concern *you know I know*, I'm sorry for making you feel this way.
Whatever it is, we'll just be bestfriends from now onwards.
I'm sorry for hurting your feelings, I know how it feels.
But somehow when I think back about how I got hurt by so many of them, it can't be compared by yours. Not even a wee little.
Yours are nothing to me. I'm doing all these, because.... I don't know.
Probably revenge. God's helping me take revenge.
But not anymore. Cos I believe in karma. What goes around, comes around. Ah, whatever.
I won't do it again, and I won't have the chance anymore.
Cos I'm happily attached with my babyboy♥
I'm happy with what I've right now, so I'll appreciate and cherish whatever that's happening right now.
Same goes to everyone else. Cherish whatever thats in front of you.
Don't wait till you lose it, before regretting.
Trust me. I've gone thru it.
School was fine today.
But was damn sleepy during POA lesson. Kept wanting to doze off, but I tried to keep myself awake. And I did it.
Had lessons as per normal, but recess was changed to 1115-1140.
Due to H1N1. Irritating asshole.
We couldn't be in contact with others. Kinda fucked up, but I suppose it's for our own safety.
After school, met Acap over at Woodlands.
Went back to Uncle's place to pack my stuffs, then homed.
Had some quarrels with Acap, won't elaborate here.
Headed home and packed my stuffs, and here am I blogging.
I'm sorry for not being able to meet you Ghufran. Some other time alright?(:
Anyway, meeting babyboy tomorrow before his work! Wooooooooo.
I swear I missed him like hell. So does he.
Yay yay! I'm meeting him tomorrow, so be jealous people. *winks*
Till here then. Wanna go do my POA and social studies. *maybe....
HEHE. Bye humans.^^