Wednesday, July 15, 2009!
Yours truely,9:07 PM
HELLO EVERYBODY!
THIS IS I, JERMINE, THE CRAZY CRAZY GIRL!
I was thinking of sesame street, grover. Know him? The blue monster. HAHA, whenever it's his turn to show, he will say almost the same thing. Kay shuddup.
I went to school today. Don't be amazed~
Basically everything was going fine, I suppose.
Had POA time-practise, and guess what? I left without finishing.
Heard that Mr Leong was looking for me. Because? My attendance.
Damn shit ass BIANCA ANG. She called my mum and complained and ranted every shit.
And she practically lied saying I wasn't in school for 2 weeks.
C'mon, y'know it wasn't that long. Why exaggerate?
But mummy wasn't mad at me at al. Promised her I'm gonna study my hardest, and of course, go to school everyday. Like duh. How long am I gonna wander and linger around, without concentrating on my studies? When my fucking N'S are like less then 2 months away? Tsk. I knew I missed loads of lessons, thus causing myself not to understand a single thing when the teachers are teaching. See, that's the outcome when you don't wanna go to school.And the reason?
PLAIN LAZINESS.
Laziness kills. I swear. Look who's talking? Me! HAHA. And I'm the one who's been lazy all these while. But whenever I try to say all these, I'll never do it. Why? Cos I'm still plain lazy. Hehe. Shuddup. Anyway, mummy wasn't mad at me, she was mad at the school and BIANCA.
I know it's rude to call her by her name. But so? Do I look like I bother a single shit about that bitch? Whatever. You never deserve a single little respect from me. Neither from my mum, slut.
Mind my harsh words, I'm kinda pissed off. But not really. Cos mummy actually hurled vulgarities about her.
BIANCA.
I was laughing my ass off when mummy said,
"She waited till you didn't go to school for 2weeks? What the hell is the school doing? Why not she wait till you're so dead before she fucking call me?"
See, mummy wasn't pissed at me. At her. BIANCA ANG AND TWSS. I was laughing my ass off, I swear. It was really ridiculous. But I was actually glad Bianca called mummy late enough.^^ Will be going to school tomorrow, like duh. If I missed anymore lessons, I'm gonna be dead meat.
But I'm kinda worried. But fuck it, I know I'll be called up tomorrow by Mr Leong. Whatever. As long as I still school in TWSS, I'll always be standing upright for my rights. Heheh.
I'm missing babyboy. He's not been replying to my text messages since just now in the morning. I assume he's sleeping, but somehow my senses tells me the opposite. I don't know if he's trying to avoid me or somewhat. But I hope he's gonna text me as soon as possible. You don't know how it feels like waiting and getting all anxious just because your boyfriend doesn't text you. Okay okay, fine. Maybe some of you do know how it feels. But so? It's my feelings, my heart.
Why am I so nonsensical today? I've been typing crap.
But I don't know, I just wanna carry on typing. So mind my craps.
School's a bitch. I'm not coping. I need help. But I've got no one to go to. And I don't wanna go to anyone. I just wanna be alone. Argh. I feel like some emo shits.
I've gotta stop here. If not my nonsensical typo will go on. Damn.
Bye humans. Will update as soon as I'm free.
Shit, I'm always free. Goodbye.
Jermine, 16. Go ahead if you wanna judge me, but keep your fucked up verdict to yourself. I've my own flaws, but I know I'm not perfect.
HELLO EVERYBODY!